[His laugh, and the way he reacts...Do you really not have a heart, Shirou?]

It's been months since then. I...kind of stopped talking about it to the others. It's such a--my future has been kind of nebulous ever since I got here, so it's hard to...It makes me sad, I guess. If I think about it too much.

No, not I guess, it does.

The week before I got here, I...

[she expects to share her experiences with Shirou the way that he just did with her, but nothing comes out. Instead, she pulls back.]

Just--There was a lot.

I was, out of nowhere, given the ability to reverse the flow of time. I could go back and fix my mistakes, make different decisions. Infinite freedom, right? I could do anything, then go back and it's like it never happened.

Except, the power and responsibility that came along with that swallowed me up. All I ever ended up doing was making things worse, time after time, and I wonder if I didn't...

[the sound of gunfire fills her head suddenly, to the point where she physically winces.]

Even if no one remembers what happened, I still do. The people that were hurt, that died.

I wasn't ready for the guilt.

I guess that's...that's my deal.