You're strong, Shirou, I absolutely believe that you will.
[That's what she's supposed to say, right? That's the right thing? It's not like she doesn't believe it, but...It's complicated.]
I'm not going to say that I relate to you, because compared to your life, mine is...almost typical.
I have something hanging over me too. I keep trying to fix it, over and over, but all I do is make it worse. I force myself to relive all these moments and make different decisions, but it feels like no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try...
It's like I'm trapped, searching for an answer that just isn't there.
But I have to go back, I can't leave it unfinished, not until I know for certain that everyone is safe.
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Mm.]
You're strong, Shirou, I absolutely believe that you will.
[That's what she's supposed to say, right? That's the right thing? It's not like she doesn't believe it, but...It's complicated.]
I'm not going to say that I relate to you, because compared to your life, mine is...almost typical.
I have something hanging over me too. I keep trying to fix it, over and over, but all I do is make it worse. I force myself to relive all these moments and make different decisions, but it feels like no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try...
It's like I'm trapped, searching for an answer that just isn't there.
But I have to go back, I can't leave it unfinished, not until I know for certain that everyone is safe.