You don't know if that's what you feel now, or if you're just trying to uphold the feelings of the past?

Is that why you're talking like that? Because you don't feel like the same person anymore?

[Max isn't quite sure to react. What do you do in this situation? She can hardly wrap her brain around it, let alone comfort him. Can he even be comforted?]

...It's okay if you lost faith or lost your drive at one point, for someone who went through what you did, I think that would be natural...