[ He's quiet for a few moments, and he can't help but stare at the ground, trying to think about it for moments on end. ]
I don't know. [ When he looks up again, it's with a bit of a tight smile. ] I want to say that I do have feelings, that I care a lot about everyone and wouldn't like to see them get hurt... but is that for the sake of those ideals? Or are those really the feelings of Emiya Shirou? I honestly couldn't tell you.
It's weird, though. Even though I still have these ideals, I also... remember giving up my ideals, too.
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[ He's quiet for a few moments, and he can't help but stare at the ground, trying to think about it for moments on end. ]
I don't know. [ When he looks up again, it's with a bit of a tight smile. ] I want to say that I do have feelings, that I care a lot about everyone and wouldn't like to see them get hurt... but is that for the sake of those ideals? Or are those really the feelings of Emiya Shirou? I honestly couldn't tell you.
It's weird, though. Even though I still have these ideals, I also... remember giving up my ideals, too.